I can’t sleep. Insomnia, loneliness, too turned on but pretty much celibate, it doesn’t really matter. I need to stay positive so here is a positive thought to keep me on track. I’m going to pick a random one from my daily meditations book summer let me borrow.
“I am always with myself and it is I that am my tormenter”
- Leo Tolstoy
Slightly ironic for my state of mind.
Today it rained and it was beautiful. It cleansed the earth that needed it and made many happy, whether it was the beginning of the storm like me or the sun coming out and the smell after like all of us i’m sure.
There, that one was my own. I can do this. (:
